Millions of years of evolution seems to have a nasty side effect… survival of the fittest. It’s one in the morning and I woke up having what to me is a horrible nightmare but must sound crazy. First it was just a raging river with trees and rocks crashing against some rocky cliffs. (There was recently some crazy flooding in the area which a few families had kids and other family members swept away). Maybe it’s the adventurer and survivalist in that makes them worse but the next thing I know in this dream is you’re on the other side of a building cinder-block roof in a baby pack with an unidentified female friend, the water is now 30 feet higher and there is a bear trapped between this building and his only way out. On top of that I have to scale about 12 feet to get up and down and there are a few huge gaps in the roof between us.
I know this must all sound crazy but I have all sorts of of other rescue scenario dreams all the time. This one I just happened to wake up from and think I should put this out to you if you’re thinking about having children. Having you has been the best thing that ever happened to me and there is nothing I would change but parents to be should know that you’ve never worried more about something so much in your life and it manifests ALL the time; at least for me – walking around cars in a parking lot or even a stick pointing up in the grass at the park.
I love you more than anything and you’re actually next to me sleeping right now. Just thought I’d write this one down but I hope you don’t read it till you’re an adult lol. Sweet dreams my angel